Day 1

"You know why it's hard to be happy? 

Because you find it hard to let go of things that make you sad"

But I already let go of things that makes me sad, but why it's still so hard to be happy? I told myself, the last time, that I won't repeat the same mistake again. But once again, I get too attached, its too late and I'm too far in. I never regret any decisions I made, at least I know that is what I wanted at that moment. It is just me, I'm never good enough for anyone. I get it.  I'm on my way to brighten days. Thank you for the happy moments, you make me smile when nobody else can. I'm not okay today and I might not be tomorrow but I'm gonna try harder from now on. I don't want to feel the same way anymore; I don't want this nothingness that has tangled around my heart. 
I'm letting go for the second time this year, goodbye you.