It was blatantly staring at my face, as if it has been waiting for me to take it in. But what really hurt was the fact that it seems as if I don’t deserve an explanation from you. Not even a single word. You just forget everything. Everything that you gave me hope that will actually happen, every single thing that you told me. Now it is my turn, to just put aside everything and forget it. I know I'm suppose to do it long ago. But I just couldn't bring myself to put those happy moments away.
I'm not suppose to care at all. I'm not suppose to even feel anything about it anymore. But I can't do it. Imagine watching everything that you wanted and had been fighting so hard for, just slipped away right in front of your own eyes? I guess no one actually just forget how much you really like that person, you just have to learn how to live without them. And there is nothing you can do about it all. I always tell myself that I can't take it anymore. But no matter how often I think I can't take it anymore, I still do, always do. There is no alternative. I got to just wipe the tears and pick myself up. And my favorite girl, please be strong. I'm always here for you, forever and always. Even though you didn't say much about it, but I can feel that you are upset. Sorry, all I can do is lend you a listening ear for now. I promise to make more time for you, more dates with you. Stay over at your hostel next week and our overseas trip together, just the both of us. Goodnight.
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