It had been like six months since I last went through all that. I don't deny that I'm happy, being in loved with someone that loved you back. Who don't right? But as time pass, and everything start going downhill, all those quarrels, fights and tears become a everyday thing. And eventually someone will let go. Let go not because they don't love the other half anymore. It is because they are tired. Tired of fighting for someone that don't need them as much as they do. Tired of doing so much, yet the other half don't appreciate it at all.
All these are over for me. I no longer have to go through all that anymore. And I don't wish to go through it for the time being. I like life like this now. I can do whatever I want and meet whoever I want without giving shit about anyone else.Only now, I realized that I actually can be much happier, if I want to. No longer gonna put my happiness on others, happiness depends on ourselves.
"Forget the ones that forget you."
So there are a certain people who aren't meant to fit into your life no matter how much you want them to. Take it as a life lesson. You met them for a reason, and it was to show you that you can't depend on them. I guess it work for both that special someone and friends too. It is like how as time go past, you just start to learn who are your real friends. It is not about how long you know them. It doesn't matter. It is how they always stick with you no matter how fucked up you get but at the end of the day you know they are always there for you. They will be there to hear your stories and your problems again and again. Giving the same advices even though they told you the same thing for a thousand times. But you know for sure they will never give up on you no matter what.
So what if have friends that know you longer than any of the rest? So what if they are your childhood friend? It all doesn't matter at all. But as time goes by, they just forget about you. They just stop calling you, stop asking you out and stop caring like how they used to. Even if you take the initiative so what. If they don't do the same, things just won't work out. No point really. It is not that you don't care anymore. And there is just nothing you can do, but just forget the ones that forget you. But I'm still very thankful for them for going through the tough times with me. And I really appreciate it a lot.
But I'm glad that I still have friends that I don't get to meet often. Maybe we only get to meet once in three weeks? Or even months. But I always know that they are a text or call away. And no matter what, we will still update each other. And even when we meet up, there is still never ending topics to talk about. Things is still the same, even without meeting for months. That's what really matter now. (:
And my favorite song,
And yeap, Have a good day ahead everyone. (:
"Forget the ones that forget you."
So there are a certain people who aren't meant to fit into your life no matter how much you want them to. Take it as a life lesson. You met them for a reason, and it was to show you that you can't depend on them. I guess it work for both that special someone and friends too. It is like how as time go past, you just start to learn who are your real friends. It is not about how long you know them. It doesn't matter. It is how they always stick with you no matter how fucked up you get but at the end of the day you know they are always there for you. They will be there to hear your stories and your problems again and again. Giving the same advices even though they told you the same thing for a thousand times. But you know for sure they will never give up on you no matter what.
So what if have friends that know you longer than any of the rest? So what if they are your childhood friend? It all doesn't matter at all. But as time goes by, they just forget about you. They just stop calling you, stop asking you out and stop caring like how they used to. Even if you take the initiative so what. If they don't do the same, things just won't work out. No point really. It is not that you don't care anymore. And there is just nothing you can do, but just forget the ones that forget you. But I'm still very thankful for them for going through the tough times with me. And I really appreciate it a lot.
But I'm glad that I still have friends that I don't get to meet often. Maybe we only get to meet once in three weeks? Or even months. But I always know that they are a text or call away. And no matter what, we will still update each other. And even when we meet up, there is still never ending topics to talk about. Things is still the same, even without meeting for months. That's what really matter now. (:
And my favorite song,
And yeap, Have a good day ahead everyone. (:
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