I'm not turning back, not anymore.

I thought of you. The one that used to ring me up and drive me for supper almost every night. The one that don't mind going to my friend's birthday even though you don't know her at all. The one that actually will make an effort to mingle around with my friends. The one that never fail to ask me to go for a run together even though you know I will never go. The one that willing to send all my friends one by one home after supper. And lastly, the one that all my friends never fail to tell me, how good you're are. Even till now, I still have friends telling me the same thing whenever they see you around.

Only now, I realized that was the happiest days of my life after I thought I lost everything. You came in, unknowingly we started texting each other more often, and meeting more often. We started getting comfortable with the presence of each other. But I decided to back out. Even though there were times, I get upset over things you do. But you're always there for me, till today. You still make an effort to try talking to me again. It just that things are not the same anymore. I care for those who don't even bother about me, and yet I push away those who care for me?

I don't even know why am I like this? But there is no turning back, not anymore. 
Goodnight.