October,

Hello October, New month. A fresh start. 

I'm updating this space on a Wednesday night. Since I decided to give nightlife a miss, and finish up my pile of paperwork. Some time alone in the office is good. I have so much to blog, but I have no idea how to start. So let's just start with last night, I left work halfway, and met up with the girls Momo, Vicky and Dee, Shaun and co. Had dinner together, and decided to go for some zombie killing at Scape. I feel damn noob for a first timer,  but I swear it was damn thrilling. The whole shop was filled with our voices. It was really hilarious listening to the everyone else screaming on the top of their voices. And Vicky was extremely annoyed with me throughout the game. Hahaha. I'm sorry! At least, I managed to learn something after three hours of playing. Not that bad after all. More zombie killing session to come, I will practice till I can make it!  

Impromptu decision the night before to sunkissed with my favorite girls and their other half that day. I was rushing the whole morning, from dental to Sentosa. And I was late for dental for half an hour. I'm so glad they didn't cancel my appointment. And back on track, It was my first time going for tanning in the afternoon. We used to be damn enthu about tanning, that I never failed to wake the girls up by 9am. Spam call them till they wake up. Hahaha. And we spent $100 over on salad. Yes, JUST SALAD. Caesar salad. It was damn good, but it is not filling at all. I wanted to just have salad for dinner, But I ended up feeling hungry before we even leave Sentosa. And it was damn sweet of Rachael for buying me dinner that night, because I was so broke. (': And that sweetheart helped me with my blog layout this afternoon. She also edited my boring profile. I don't even have to tell her what she need to type. She know me too well to do everything for me. Sometimes, I think the girls know me better than myself? They just read me like a book. I really can't imagine life without them. Even though half the time, I think I annoy the shit out of Vicky, but she still will bear with my nonsense and how slow I am throughout the game. Momo is always a call away for anything, since she stay so near me. Her mom cooks the best home cooked food and all the favorite dishes! *drools* Rachael is always counseling me for all the shit I can't get over, till today. From family issues to heart issues. 

SOMEONE TELL ME HOW CAN I NOT LOVE THEM?!   

Okay, I need to calm down. Hahahahaha. And did I mention that, I finally managed to find marshmallow cereal! And yes, I brought marshmallow pebbles cereal!!! So happy! I was jumping around the supermarket the other day like a little kid. Haha. I brought two boxes for myself. My everyday breakfast for the next two weeks. Hehehe. It is damn yummy k. I'm a cereal freak. Buy me Marshmallow cereal and I will marry you! K ah. Kidding. 

My favorite girl and I booked our flight for our getaway already.

Can't wait for out first trip together. That's all for tonight, I will be back to update soon~  

"Breathe, eat, sleep, wake up and do it all over again until one day, 

it's just not as hard anymore"

And it is getting better day by day. I'm not gonna click on it, I'm gonna not view it, I'm not gonna update myself anything about you. Clearing my emotional baggage and moving on for sure. Or else someone please stab me in my heart.  

 

Hello my favorite bean, I'm sorry for everything, for not being there for you. 

I miss you so much. I hate how fucked up things are now, that even visiting you is a problem. I miss those days watching you sleep, bathing you and how you never fail to bite me because you are teething. If I could, I will bring you home with me. I hate the distance between us, that we are so far apart now. But you know, I will always love you.