Changes,

I'm happy. I'm truly happy with everything in life now. I haven't felt so happy for the longest time. The happiness that I'm very sure that will never leave. I'm no longer the same old person, that put my happiness in someone else's hands, because once they're gone, so is my happiness. I learnt my lesson, really did. Oh wait, finally I suppose? 

I don't deny that my thoughts still run wild once in a while,when night falls and especially when I'm all alone. But at least, I no longer get upset like I used to. Or even upset over things that I know I can't change, and no matter what I do it doesn't matter anymore. Besides that, There is just so much things to do, so much to the extend that I guess one day I will forget everything? I hope I do. And to be honest, I can't wait for the day to arrive. For now, I'm not ready, not ready to face everything yet. But I know I'm picking myself up, and I'm closer to the day that everything that used to matter, doesn't matter anymore. And I'm leaving all the emotional burden behind. Everything is fading away slowly, I starting to forget how it feels, and how everything that used to seems so real. 

Club for two consecutive nights to celebrate Halloween with the guys. Attica/Rebel for the first night and Rebel for the second night. And yes, we got all dressed up in our cutest set of pajamas and furry bedroom slippers. Hehe. Vic, Momo&I even meet up in the afternoon just to get our pajamas together. As for our dearest Rachael, she was in deep beauty sleep and she missed out all fun we had. Can't wait for the pictures to be up, so I can post it here.  

I had my favorite garlic mushroom chicken chop from Spize last night for dinner. Hehe. I was so excited for dinner more than anything else. While Momo was a happy little girl, when she finally able to get her Iphone5. That makes us two happy girls on a tuesday night. Ischelle drop by and join us too. And the banana tissue ice cream prata damn yummy. I'm a big fan of banana prata and banana ice creammmmm. *drools* K that's enough of food. 

And someone just stab me now. I'm typing down a whole list of things I want to get when my pay day is still six days away. One of the reason why I'm always so broke before the end of the month. Sigh. On a happier note, Mom just bought a whole set of OPI gelish. I can't wait to start using it. And the baby pink is too cute to resist! And the new glitter collection is coming out soon, hope mom gets that too! Now I finally got some thing to occupy my time at work.