I think I'm going crazy. Now I'm thinking of booking the Ocean Suite at the oceanarium in Resort World Sentosa for my 21st. I can wave goodbye to $2400 just to stay there for a night. But srsly who is going to stay there with me? Eh, I'm just going to sleep there alone with the stingrays and sharks watching me the whole night?
Every time I plan something nice, the next thing that comes to my mind is who the fuck I'm gonna spend with? For Christmas I'm going to spend it with my girlies. Next will be countdown, which I have no idea what's gonna happen. And valentine's day and my 21st. HAHAHA. I'm such a joke. And I'm sorry for the state I was in last night. I can't really remember much that happened last night. All I know was I fell so many times and feet hurts so badly till now, especially my toes. And thank god my cousin sent me home, and Rachael for escorting me all the way to my doorstep and watch me go in before she leave. Love you guys so much, Especially Rachael&Vicky! Because I know no matter what, they won't abandon me. Like the state I was in last night.
I said for the don't know how many times I don't want to go through the same thing again. But it still goes back to you. I let my emotions take over everything whenever I drink too much. Fuck my life, someone need to dig a hole and buried my heart for me right now.
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