The best thing ever,

I'm so thankful for the guys, every single one of them. They are always there to make my day better. I want to share every single one of their sunshines and give them back when the rains fall hard. 

I know I'm not the best that one will choose to stick around with. I'm always making mistakes time after time. Always falling over the same thing, just different people same situation. And at the end of the crying over the same shit I got myself into. Start to give up on everything, every hope that things will get better again. Every reason to be happy. But every time I start losing hope in everything. I will meet people like them. People that will choose to stick around no matter, to back me up and even lending me a listening ear at 4am in the morning. One that will text me in the morning to ask whether am I feeling better. The girls don't have to tell me how sick and tired they are of me, hearing me telling them the same thing again and again. I'm tired of all my own bullshit already. Haha. But I'm just so glad to have them. These people give me hope. Hope that the sun will shine again. 

Can't wait for more impromptu movie&dinner dates, late night supper and even some party life together. I'm holding on to these people in my life, because I know I won't be able to find friends like them anymore. Especially the girls, the closest to my heart. Forever and always. I'm looking forward to weekends more than anything else now.

I guess that's all for now, x.