Stronger

It amazed me knowing how much everything I went through changes me.

I used to be a pushover. I never stands up for what I believes in and always letting people walk over me. Always get upset over the slightest thing. I used to be someone that depend on others. So dependent to the extend I actually beg someone to stay in my life before. I used to fight so hard for my so called "happiness" Even it means being a second choice or third choice. Always putting my happiness in the hands of others. Making them my everything in life, yet I'm worthless. Letting them step over me again and again, yet I still choose to stay. Hopeless hoping one day I will mean something to them. 

But not anymore. This is a wake up call. And honestly I'm perfectly fine being alone now. Everyone else thinks that I need someone there for me but I don't. I learnt that everyone has their own life. No one will always be there for me. I have to learn how to be on my own. And I did. Lastly, fuck love. I can love myself better than anyone.