Why does it rain,

I'm tearing while reading this comment at this hour. This girl never failed to be always there for me. Never. I know she is always a call or a text away, no matter what happened. She never failed to be there to back me up , whenever shit happen in my life. A fighter. Thank you Rachael. Even though I don't say but I really appreciate all that you had done for me. And I'm thankful for friends like Melissa&Victoria. All the three of us didn't get along well in secondary school. All the cold wars, childish fights we had with each other. I still can't believe it, how much Rachael and I used to dislike like each other. We hated each other for 4years. Things only started to change for the better only during our last year of secondary school. And now she is one of my closest girlfriend. Melissa Momo, the one that stay the nearest to me. We just stay 5 mins walk away from each other. All the random nights, we used to walk her dogs, visits to her place for her Mom's home cooked dinner. As for Victoria, I'm not as close with her as the rest. But I know even though she always scold me over the smallest things. But I know she do it for my own good. All of you are my pillar of support, listening ears and a shoulder to lean on. It gets me thinking, what had I done to deserve girlfriends like you all? 

But sometimes, I just don't want to be a burden anymore. I don't want to repeat how upset I am. How I tried getting over everything, and move on. Yet I'm still stuck at the same spot.  I get it, I get what all of you had been trying to drill into me. But it is not easy, to just put everything aside. I just wish I had the "take it or leave it" attitude. If it doesn't work out then forget it, no point putting myself through all this. But I'm so affected. I get affected too easily. "We expect more from others because we would be willing to do that much more for them" But I just got to learn that, not everyone appreciate it and willing to as much as what I will do for them. 

As for you, I finally get it. I got replaced. You found someone else. I just hope that special someone can make you happy, like how you made me happy. I just want you to be happy. If that’s with someone else or with nobody. I just want you to be happy. Nothing else matter more than your happiness now. Someone that was once a stranger, now has the power to break my heart. Someone I never though I will love, now owns my entire heart. I will get over it soon. If there one thing I can wish for before everything ends. I will wish that that the happy moments will fade away because all these are killing me. I'm on my way to happier days. Goodbye favorite. Life goes on without you, but I will always remember you.