It is finally getting better,

So for the past few days, I've been like this. Wo-ahhh. 

I like how my days are all planned out nicely. I like how I have something to look forward to every time I wakes up in the morning. Except for work, other than that I always look forward to meet my girls or hanging out with my other bunch of favorite people. It makes me happy, I will secretly countdown, and stare at my calendar and end up smiling to myself. Like now, I can't wait to meet my favorite SJ girls for a run,swim and BBQ over at my favorite girl's crib next week. Okay, I'm more interested in the BBQ more than anything else. (I'm forever so greedy. ._. ) But how could one resist good food?! Especially BBQ Marshmallow, those that will melt in your mouth kind? Yknow yknow. I'm so enthuuuuuuu. my gawd. Hahahaha. Yes!!!! I'm extremely excited and can't wait for Saturday too. With my USS babies, for some USS adventure together. I want to eat my turkey leg, and I'm finally going to get it next week! Finally, after like so long, we all are going back to USS to play the park instead of working? But I really miss working at Transformer so much, even though I met the most horrible visitors for the first few days at work. But still.... I miss taking the transformer ride every time with the crews because we got nothing else to do during break time. So tempted to join back USS again. 

 Oh man, memories..... 

And another thing to be happy about is I finally completed my studies, which means it is time to choose school once again and to start on my degree as soon as I'm ready. I really hate making decisions. I hate how I can't make up my mind, when I'm given the chance to, and when I'm not giving the chance to choose. I know what I want. I know why my girls always feel like stabbing me now. LOL. Like what Rachael told me a moment ago. She wants to stab me and bury my heart alive. Okay back to topic, so now I have to choose whether I going to take my degree local or overseas... But there is just something I couldn't let go to further my studies. The feeling that I'm not ready, not ready to just packed up and leave for a foreign land all by myself. But if I'm not ready now, then when will I be?

And should I go for the Study Abroad Universities Education Fair next week?