Memories,

All those nights I spend lying on my bed, with memories of everything, everyone that came in my life and left. Those who left without a word, and those who left with reasons. If only, I can choose who I want to stay in my life, if only I have control of all these. But I don't. People always say that "you don't know what you've got till it's gone. But the truth is I know, it just that I didn't expect things to end that fast. I see it coming, I always do. But there is always a part of me hoping something will stay, something good will stay for once.

I never had so much flashback about everything in my life before, all the little things that I forget as time goes by. And all a sudden, I starting to recall all the little moments, all the memories I had with everyone that came in my life and left. Memories, memories can be so painful. It's that smile right when you see the picture. For that second you're in that moment again. Frozen in time. And then you see reality and your world crashes back down again. Because you know you will never get that moment back.