Strangers?

I will always keep this distance. Or further. I'm not nonchalant, but I don't have a choice but to be like this. I just wish you knew how far away I am from nonchalance. I'm back to the days, where I have to constantly remind myself that I met the right person at the wrong time. And once again, I find myself tearing over the same thing. 

I miss you T. I miss how comfortable everything used to be.