Is there someone out there I can completely trust without worrying one day the person might leave? It scares me looking at people that just walk in and out of your life like nothing ever happen. I always tried my best to fix everything from relationship to friendship. But at the end of the day people just forget everything, how much you done for them and just walked out of your life. I treasure everyone, every single one who are there for me thru the good and bad times. I know I'm a difficult person to deal with at times and yet they stick around. They accept me for who I am without judging me. I really appreciate it. I will go the extra miles if they ever need me. But sometimes some people just don't deserve it. I hate how I got to remind myself that they don't deserve it anymore, each time I want to help them. As much as you want to be there, used to be there for them it all doesn't matter. Because people just forget everything.
I really hope no one will leave again. I'm so tired of going through the same thing over and over again. I just want everything to stay the same. No more changes, no more passerby. A part of me want to save this but I know there is nothing I can do.
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